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昨天，6月6日晚，爸爸说，儿子，如果你听爸爸的话，重新复读高三，你现在又在高考场，爸爸不知道有多开心，然而，你很倔强地选择了自己的人生路，爸爸不生气，除了支持，还是支持，但是，爸爸不甘心，你一直是爸爸的希望，你很从容地选择了放弃重点大学的角逐，去了职大，我只想告诉儿子，我不失望，我不甘心而已。你的放弃，是爸爸心口永远的痛痕，直到老去，未来的某天，爸爸都无法忘却！——【引子】

yesterday, on the evening of june 6, my father said, "son, if you listen to my father, read the senior three again. now you are in the college entrance examination again. my father doesn't know how happy you are. however, you are very stubborn and choose your own life path. my father is not angry. in addition to support or support, but my father is not willing. you have always been my father's hope. you have calmly chosen to give up the key point." i just want to tell my son that i'm not disappointed and i'm not reconciled. your giving up is the pain mark of my father's heart forever. i will never forget it until i get old! ——[introduction]

爸爸说，在这个社会上，要想别人认可，就得自己混出一番事业，出人头地，混到别人的前面。要想别人认可自己，首先要学会自己认可自己。否则，永远得生活在别人的屋檐下。现在的我，已经开始没有了人的味道。

dad said that in this society, if you want to be recognized by others, you have to make a career, get ahead of others and get ahead of others. if you want others to recognize yourself, you should first learn to recognize yourself. otherwise, you will always have to live under someone else's roof. now i have no taste of human.

爸爸说，儿子听爸爸的话，回去准备复读吧，只有上学才是惟一的选择。爸爸，你也知道，儿子不是那种没有主见，任性的孩子，我给你的解释还不够多吗，为什么，你连一句都没有汲取啊？你现在让我去复读，就是让我和命运赌，拿你的过度信任为筹码，你觉得你我会是最大的赢，可我不这么认为。爸爸，我可以为了不让你伤心，去赌一把，最终伤害的是谁啊，咱们先不论输赢，时光似箭，我的青春能消耗的起吗？

the father said that his son should listen to his father and go back to prepare for the second reading. only going to school is the only choice. dad, you also know that my son is not the kind of child who has no self-determination and willfulness. haven't i given you enough explanations？ why haven't you even learned a word？ you let me read it again now, that is, let me gamble with fate and take your excessive trust as a chip. you think you and i will win the most, but i don't think so. dad, i can to not let you sad, to gamble, the ultimate injury is who ah, let's first no matter win or lose, time arrow, my youth can be consumed？

爸爸，我也已经长大了啊，为什么，你不笃信我的选择呢？经过这些天的锻炼，我懂事了许多，会明智选择的，你也可以适当尊重我的选择啊。爸爸，对不起，不是我不喜欢大学，我梦寐的大学，怎么能轻易割舍呢。多少年的努力，都将付诸东流，谁会甘愿如此呢？爸爸，你知道吗，现在的我，无能为力的自哀、感伤，每天却得坚强面对现实。疯狂地自闭自塞，已如同一具玩偶，没有了任何知觉，漠然地被现实操纵着。些许的放荡不羁，不可能在黎明与曙光一起飞翔。在那儿静默、沉寂、惶恐，听由命运安排。也许现实本该如此吧！

dad, i have grown up. why don't you believe in my choice？ after these days of exercise, i have learned a lot and will choose wisely. you can also respect my choice properly. dad, i'm sorry, but i don't like university. how can i easily give up the university i dream of. how many years of hard work will be wasted, who would be willing to do so？ dad, do you know that now, i have to face the reality every day with my helpless self sorrow and sadness. madly self closing and self plugging, like a doll, without any awareness, indifferent to the reality of manipulation. a little bit of bohemian, can not fly with the dawn. there was silence, silence, fear, and fate. maybe it should be!

爸爸说，我一直没有怪你，即便是那么伤心的成绩，都没有生你气，只是你的自弃自馁，太令人寒心了。谁对谁错，自己好好反思一下。我知道，一直一直都是我的错，走到选择这般窘步，也是我的错。可我的选择应该没有错啊，与其赌一把没有把握的现在，还不如赌一把，无法预知的未来。即便是十赌十输，我也心甘情愿地接受。

dad said, i haven't blamed you, even if it's such a sad result, i haven't been angry with you. it's just that your self abandonment and discouragement are so chilling. who is right and who is wrong, think about it. i know it's always my fault. it's also my fault to go to such an awkward step as choosing. but my choice should not be wrong. instead of betting on the uncertain present, it is better to bet on the unpredictable future. even if i lose ten bets, i am willing to accept it.

有些事情，虽然我没有足够的勇气去承担，但我可以坦然面对，可以超然地接受。那怕是些冠冕堂皇的借口也罢，只愿自己舒心，心痛之后，我会安慰自己啊。有时候，真想休息一会，总感觉自己的天空快要塌下了，心沉重的要碎。

some things, although i don't have enough courage to bear, but i can face it calmly, can accept it detached. even if it's some grand excuses, i just want to comfort myself after heartache. sometimes, i really want to have a rest. i always feel that my sky is going to fall and my heart is going to break heavily.

爸爸说，既然选择放弃，请给爸爸一个理由，让爸爸信服的理由，好吗？为什么放弃人生最珍贵的转折点？为什么轻易将多年心血拱手相让？爸爸，对不起！我真的是心有余而力不足啊，我放弃了自己做不到的事，还没有什么理由？我只不过是，万分之一中的一个而已，为什么如此苛求我啊？失败，事实上就是失败啊，怎么说是我放弃了呢？爸爸，请你坚信，现在的我不是失败了，而是还没有成功。我会拼搏，努力，奋斗。在自己能够做得到的事情上下全注，给我一次放纵的机会，好吗？

dad said, since you choose to give up, please give dad a reason to convince him, ok？ why give up the most precious turning point in life？ why give up years of hard work easily？ dad, i'm sorry! i really have more than enough heart but not enough strength. i give up what i can't do. there's no reason？ i'm just one in ten thousand. why are you so demanding of me？ failure, in fact, is failure. how can i say that i gave up？ dad, please believe that now i am not a failure, but not a success. i will fight, work, fight. give me a chance to indulge in what i can do, ok？

爸爸，你知道吗，如果无能是一种资本，我觉得我可以足够富裕。一次经历铸就一次成长过程，人在成长的过程中体验着，感悟着，喟叹着。也曾彷徨于迷途。成功也罢，失败也好，思想得活跃于脑际，幸福也会超然，不是吗？

dad, you know, if incompetence is a kind of capital, i think i can be rich enough. one experience makes one growth process. people experience, feel and sigh in the process of growth. i was also lost. success, failure, active thinking, happiness will be detached, right？

爸爸，爸爸，我选的路，跪着也要走下去！

dad, dad, i choose the way, kneeling to go down!